so...the short story is that there's a girl. The Other. The childhood friend who all of a sudden decided she likes the guy who just happens to be my husband. Who also always had a crush on her. How fun is that...

finally updated my DA page...in..like...years...
 
torrey pines by ~Thalweg on deviantART>

I'm not unfriendly. I just don't like answering emails and phone calls. But come over to my house, go with me to a movie, have lunch with me...
Oh wait, now that I think of it... I am unfriendly. Not the new friends anyway..Eh.

:):

heard a new word:  pizzled ( = puzzled and pissed off at the same time).

Very, very accurate.

Awesome stuff. A LOT of awesome stuff ! :)



   

My honey is coming home on sunday but i'm sad...I've never had to feel like that, puzzled - with the mess in my head - and insecure, and lonely. Or, actually...I guess it is an old story, anyway. Just a different setting.  Same old difference in what we think is ok or not. Same old "Noone is perfect, noone is same as me". Does that help? Not really...

:(

I kinda miss being on antidepressants - at least, they'd dull the feelings

Малюнок, byproduct of one of the nights working on a project for ssstinking sstudio (перехрестися тричі)

Слетала опять в Джорджию и Алабаму - и жить я там всё равно не хочу. Нетушки. Вот и все новости.