So I found a bunch of unreleased Pink Floyd stuff  (http://www.hokafloyd.com/Downloads.htm) and it's occasionally interesting. On this wave of pinkfloydmania, I also watched Omnibus about Barrett, the Making of the Dark Side of the Moon, and Live in Pompeii (do recommend the latter, very cute young British lads they were :D - and not nearly as stupid looking as the Beatles, lol...) Ah, and I also found out that two of pinkfloydsters had been educated as architects.. I guess I still have hope.

Isn't it strange
how little we change
isn't it sad we're insane

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Watched Prozak Nation tonight. Rather dull and boring in general (can't think of anything interesting in it for people not having any relation/interest in depression and such) but isn't it funny how common these things are...Apart from having a difficult childhood and climbing my way back up at school IN TIME, i can completely relate. I thought one idea was particularly accurate: when the girl said that normally, when people have a wound, they put a patch on it and keep going - while hers just keeps on bleeding and bleeding. True, very true.
I've been doing a drug study for two months now and it looks like quite a success. Makes me wonder if I should go back on regular good old antidepressants...They don't solve your situations, they don't do your work for you - but they sure do make it all bearable. Trying to fight it on my own...doesn't really work, unfortunately. I feel like I'm running on 25% battery power all the time.

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Worked in Alpine all last week, early morning with an hour drive...One highlight though was the Cobblestone Cottage Tea Shoppe where I went for lunch. Wonderful setting, very tranquil atmosphere, delightful pot of tea, and add to that the fact that I was the only visitor - a great lunch indeed. I wish...how I wish I could bring my old friends there...Just sit there, sip tea and giggle. Or talk about globally important stuff. Or about the colors of the mountains. Or not talk. Just sit and enjoy each other.

Sometimes I wonder if it was worth it, leaving everything and coming over here. Was it?